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Perhaps I've been in a bad mood these few days. Perhaps I've been constantly reminded of the awful past these few days. I still feel zoo insecure despite whatever you're doing for me.

I doubt that you'll love me forever, I doubt that you love me more than I love you. I know I shouldn't been thinking this way, especially when you're already so stressed up about so many things.

I need to think straight, to prevent myself from hurting both of us any further. Because I love you. A lot a lot.