Am I thinking too much? Or is this one of the low point of our relationship? I guess my mood swing was the cause of it...

I've just thought about us. Am I being unfair to you? That I want you to fit into my perception of what a boyfriend should be and not let you define yourself. Do I still feel that you still owe me due to the vast amount of hurt that you'd inflicted on me in the past? I know you are trying your best, but the past isn't something that is easy to be scraped off from my mind. I want to let go of it too, but I really don't know how.

I know I'm imperfect, and you're really the best thing that has ever happened to me because eventually, you still chose me.

Baby, I really don't want to take you for granted. I love you so much, so much.